Hey guys...
for all my friends out there,
I'm alive and fine, so is my boyfriend, but right now I'm just afraid of everything that is going to happen...
I... I just don't know what to say... I... I lost all my hope somewhere between the last terrible days,
I don't know if my friends and family are still alive... I feel so terrible... I should sleep right now, but I just can't, I have nightmares and when I wake up they won't stop... the news are still broadcasting about more and more bad things that happen... and... and I can't do anything...
we are not in great danger, where I live, but... but lots of people dear to me are...